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I guess it's time for me to revive my dead blog once again! 2013 has been a crazy year so far, with lots of homework, stress, and obviously no time no spare at all. I've met new friends in my class and I have to say, it was a whole new experience, or rather torture, having classes until 2.45pm everyday and 3.15pm on Mondays. I'm still not used to taking all 9 subjects and being super hardworking. Unfortunately, I didn't manage to kick off my habit of sleeping in class, but at least I don't sleep for the whole day now! It's an improvement. (: Many things happened between these two months when I was away from blogging, some good some bad but this is just life. Shit happens sometimes.


I think these 2 weeks of my school life has got to be the most dramatic one yet. My exams had just ended 2 days ago but I'm not putting too high expectations for myself as I didn't even have enough time to study. Yet, during the exam period, I don't feel the 'exam stress'. This is weird. O: I was so disappointed in myself for the last day of exams - geography and chemistry. I didn't really memorise the back part of geography in detail, my brain cells were literally rotting away. I think almost everyone has underestimated chemistry. I took quite little time to revise for it but my mind was blank when I attempted the paper. Chemistry really sucks. I was taking my time to do the questions so I had 5 min left for checking. Well, I thought I finished. After the teacher told us to stop, I casually flipped open my exam paper and I did not just see a page full of questions that I didn't even know. It's freaking 10 marks and I lost it just like that omg. SO WASTED URGH. It made feel better knowing that quite a number of people also didn't know about the last page of the paper. Good luck to the chemistry teachers marking them. (:


And in these 2 weeks, lots of stuff happened in school. It really makes me boil when I recall of such despicable actions of people that made life difficult. Don't worry, I'm not gonna explain the whole situation here. I mean, it's just so unfair and unreasonable. Authority only corrupts people. It brings unnecessary trouble and consequences. I felt like I'm reporting to a large jail everyday, we get stuck here for the whole day, then we leave for home at night. Where is the love? Maybe it never really existed. You know that feeling when your friend is so helpless but there's nothing you can do to help as you're in no position to talk about it at all? That feeling sucks so much. The school only cares about how many time we've broken the rules, the class only cares about being perfect in everything. I'm sorry if I got an F9 in the future, 'cause 9 A1s would be needed to 'cancel' off the F9 so as not to affect my class average. -.-

Enough of ranting about it 'cause things are not going to improve anyway. On a brighter note, it's Carol's birthday today! I think I have the longest friendship with her (from P1 'till now). She's still the retarded Carol I met last time. Happy birthday Carol!♥ It's the only day of the year where self-praises are acceptable. 8) Fay, Qiyan, Jiaqi, Shu Lynn and I prepared a box of love for her! Unfortunately for the helium balloon, Shu Lynn accidentally burst it hahaha!





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