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I've survived 2012. /claps and applauses/

This year has been a rather not-very-smooth year. I've been going in and out of friendships and some emo periods occasionally. The first Semester was really... I don't how to describe. I felt out of place, didn't have hope but I'm still seen as the crazy girl who smiles everyday. Maybe not, but something like that. I will never ever relive Term 2 again. It was horrible. I've been hated, bullied, I just felt like the world's gonna tumble down on me. Stupid friendship problems, injustice, even the teacher thinks I'm defiant. lol. I got booked countless times for something I didn't even do. People just hated me and judged me because of my horrible past. Sometimes, you need to go through a period of 'hardships' to understand the true meaning of life. (hahaha I feel so philosophical) Now to think of it, being emo all day long is just plain stupid. Don't ever do that guys! When you're emo, nobody can help you 'cause you don't even let them listen to your problems! Make sense? (:
Anyway, things got a turn since Term 3. I found true friends. I learnt to be forgiving and tried to be nicer. Even Nicole, the annoying mouse that I hated so much at the start of the year because she was so annoying as my deskmate, hey we're so close now! (: I made up with most of the people and cleared our misunderstandings, and now I've met so many awesome people! YEAHHHHH!
2 Truth 2012, I'm proud to be part of it. (: At first, we were not bonded and I think all teachers hate us. O: (it always happens) We weren't very bonded at first. But as ironic as it sounds, we became closer to each other right before exams, due to some embarrassing matters. Hahaha I can't reveal here! :P I'd never thought we would have a class outing! Like finally, my first class outing! Now that it's the holidays and we can't meet as often as before already. ): I miss them so much ♥




Time really passes so quickly. It's time for us to choose our subject combination. Based on my results, I'm quite fortunate to be offered triple science, though I think I'm one of the last ones to be qualified out of so many smart people. Of course, it's a privilege. But my friends didn't get offered so ... different classes next year? ): School please let their appeals get through!!! For humans, it's the usual - pure geography and elect history.
I'm quite worried for next year 'cause I would be surrounded with smartasses in my class who studies so much compared to me. I'm like a total slacker. D: It's surprising how many people didn't want to opt for triple science 'cause they think they can't cope. What about me? I'm being so thick-skinned convincing myself that I can cope with 9 subjects + track + other rubbish stuff while at the back of my mind, I know it's gonna be so difficult. I WILL STAY AWAKE IN CLASS FROM NOW ON. Yes I will.

Lastly, I just wanna take this space to thank those people who've been so awesome!




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