Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
rachelsongg♥
15 this year, 1001.
aka prettysong, fabsong, gorgeoussong etc.
aka that girl with a striking lime green bag and hot pink shoes.
Don't ever step on them I'm telling you.
a City Harvester and a St Nicks student.
I sprint and dance! (ain't I cool)
I have a really sweet tooth!
I can't bake.
BFFLs with Greyson Chance and marrying Alfie Deyes!♥
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away
I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
Yup, it's the last day of April and things have been really hard for me.
First off, friendship problems. I never thought that I'd experience this again. It's just terrible. I'm always the one who started it, always the one who ditches people. Sometimes, thinking too much can cause you unnecessary problems. Unfortunately, I'm very guilty of that. I think too much of how people will look at me. You know, it really hurts to lose someone whose once so close to you. Every year, there'll definitely be a period of time where I'll become totally emo and lonely. I even cried in school. Gahhh, it really hurts. Okay, I shall not spoil your moods anymore. Moving on.
As y'all know, I went for Greyson Chance's Concert with Vanessa this month too! It was my first ever concert and the night I'll never ever forget! IT'S JUST PLAIN AMAZING♥ So far, I've found 15/16 of the songs he sang that night, on Youtube. (: Can someone please upload Summertrain?!
Wanna know more? GREYSON CHANCE'S CONCERT and GREYSON CHANCE'S CONCERT VIDEOS are for you. (:
2 days after the concert, it's Romeo and Juliet! It's just wonderful to see everybody dressed up in cool jeans and pretty dresses!♥ Though I have to admit that Romeo was pretty stupid, the actors and actresses did a brilliant job! Read more about it HERE!
And then, just last Saturday, CHC commemorated the 10th anniversary of Sun's CROSSOVER Project! All the things Sun had done to introduce Christianity to the China youths was just so touching! :') O School danced to Fantastic Baby and Man in the Mirror - A FABULOUS PERFORMANCE! I really wanna join O School now. :D
These 3 celebrities came to share their testimonies too!
Last off, some serious matters I wanna talk about. It's difficult to be a sprinter with weak ankles. I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays, my ankles keep getting sprained! I stepped onto a big rock during the run at Mac Ritchie Reservoir last Friday and guess what? I sprained my right ankle, again. -.- Last year, I sprained my left ankle and it's fully recovered. Then, someone accidentally tripped me during PE and I sprained my right one. It took really long to recover, or perhaps it haven't even recover fully yet. This year, yes, someone fell on me and I sprained the same ankle again. Why is it always me that gets injured?! Life is so unfair. I'm tired of depending on the other leg to move. This time, I might not even attend the finals for Sports Day, which happens this Friday. How am I suppose to recover that fast?! If I ever injure myself again, which is highly possible, I might have to leave Track, according to my parents. Or maybe take a long MC! ):
I'm starting to like my CCA now, with all my crazy friends and cool seniors. Even though it's really tough, I like it somehow! My speed and stamina is starting to improve and yet, these are happening to me. I feel really hopeless in track now, having the fear of spraining my ankle again. Perhaps when we have our new track when we move back to our original campus, things might be better. Like, I'm the type of person that likes to 'move around'. If I'm not suitable for track, then I'm also not suitable for netball, or worse, dance. Oh well, just feeling really dejected about myself. Guess I'll have to pray really hard for things to get better?
Sorry for the wordy post 'cause there's no suitable pictures to put inside! :B I just hope that May would be a better month, with better friendships and school results! I need to be nicer to everyone!!! And also to get serious about my intensive revision! This would probably be my last post before CA2, and the next one would be about JAYESSLEE!
5 MORE DAYS! 050512♥
I'm not gonna let Jayesslee's Concert affect my school results. (:
Lastly, I would like to dedicate this post to Audrey, Liying and Benecia. Thanks for being there for me through my toughest times. loveyouall♥♥♥
I'm feeling very vexed now, thought I'll blog about it since I've got nothing to do.
I'm really tired of all these. Every year, it happens a few times. I feel so lousy. It's like I've let everyone down. I'm the kind of person who will try to smile everyday and not let my problems bother me but this time, it's different. Everyday in class, I'll feel very tired, physically and mentally. Sorry LiYing for not talking to you as often as before! ):
As a paranoid girl, wild thoughts will just run in my mind every second. I'll be thinking if you're okay, if you're still angry, if I ever stand a chance again. Sometimes, I think too much. It's just too easy to let a person down. Whatever I do, there must be someone who's against it. I really don't know what's wrong with me. I'm always the one at fault. I'm always a disappointment.
Every year, due to my blunder, I lose a few friends. I've experienced a major lost last year, my friends of 6/7 years. Honestly, if I ever stand a chance again, I wouldn't mind being close to them again. And I never thought I'd have to experience this again. It's so tiring. I wake up with a fear in my heart. I really dread school, a lot.
Friendship problems never leave me. This time, it's clearly my fault. You think I don't care but actually, I really care. It's just that I don't know how to face you now. Sorry for being so annoying, sorry for being such a disappointment.
But if I do, would you too?
A big thank you to Benecia for today, I really appreciate it.
those pretty girls in dresses and cool girls in jeans!
Romeo and Juliet - AWESOME PLAY!
We were at the first floor! It was quite a good view; the stage was slanted. All of you have probably heard of the story, so I shan't explain. (: Though the actors speak in the old language and the 'thous', 'thees' and 'thy' made me a bit confused, I still enjoyed it. Clare said that Romeo is hot, and he has abs! woohoo!(: hahaha. Juliet was pretty and Paris looked cute. :3
It was kinda awkward when Romeo and Juliet played the scene on bed. They didn't do anything 'wrong' but they stripped a little. >.< Overall, it was funny and touching! Surprisingly, I didn't tear. Instead, I was questioning Romeo for his stupidity. When Romeo and Juliet kissed, Juliet woke up when Romeo was poisoning himself to death! D:< Then Juliet poisoned herself too, and they both died beside each other. Clare teared and Audrey was sniffing her nose so loudly, we all thought she cried! She just had a bad flu. :B What a tragedy, 6 people died in total. Overall, it was funny and touching! :')
The theater was filled with pretty girls that night. We should have more of these formal events!(:
Even if the whole world lets you down, Greyson Chance will never let you down.
Just before the concert, I had some arguments with this person. Yeah, it's kinda my fault and I'm really apologetic about it. I was feeling down on the way to the Festive Grand Theatre. But the thoughts of just seeing him again made me go really crazy. :D
Yup, it's my boyfriend's concert! It was truly amazing. Last year, I went for his autograph session and got his gigantic poster and autograph!(: And now, I heard him sing LIVE! Gosh, this is really a dream come true. It's my first concert, and the night I'll never forget. Vanessa, my senior, went with me! Actually, row 10 is not bad already, 'cause the concert hall is sloped, not just flat on the ground.
We were expecting more Greyson Chance's merchandise sold but when we arrived, there's only the shirt left. ): I saw people wearing the wristbands; it has a keyboard and fanciful words on it! We should have reached earlier! The front of the shirt was really pretty, but guess what? IT'S FREAKING 48 BUCKS. Forget it then. :/
It's nice right!(: We didn't expect to see so many St Nicks girls there too!
Say hi to Gwyneth!
Vanessa (:
Camryn was the guest singer for the concert. Her songs are nice, but it's my first time hearing them. If only I knew the songs, I would have sang to them too! Her pink and green highlights are so funky! I love it! :D She kept jumping and walking about so I can't really take a lot of clear pictures of her.
After 45 min of her performance, it's Greyson's turn! FINALLY! We waited about 20 min for the crew to set up everything and all, and there were quite a lot of false alarms. When he finally appeared, I screamed like mad all the way 'til it's over but I didn't lose my voice the next day. (:
He started off with his all-time favourite, Unfriend You. He also sang Paparazzi, Rolling in The Deep and Pumped-Up Kicks. Everyone could tell that his voice broke 'cause when he sang Hold On 'Til The Night, he sang lower and changed the pitch a little! Nevertheless,
GREYSON CHANCE'S VOICE BECAME MORE MATURE AND SEXY!
I died when he played the piano, it was so wonderful! Shall not say any further, here's some pictures Vanessa and I took!
At the end, Vanessa and I took pictures with Camryn and her band members! I got some of their autographs too! AWESOME OR WHAT!
After going through Lesson 4 of Christian Lifestyle, I realised how lucky I am compared to others. I just feel that I'm given more freedom compared to my friends. Pastor Jimmy was telling us to thank God in every situation we're in and tell ourselves that "It could be worse. " if we feel like complaining about stuff.
First off,
CURFEWS
Recently, I've had an English lesson and Ms Ong gave us this topic to discuss about so I guess that's where I get some inspiration to write about this. Many of my classmates have to be back at home at around 7 or 8. What about me? 11 plus. Don't judge. That's the time I reach home after fellowship on Saturdays. I thank God for protection and safety 'cause so far, nothing bad has ever happened to me. And I hope this continues. Honestly, I don't get why others, especially adults, name people who goes home late "bad influence". Hey, why can't we have fun at night? Don't get me wrong, I mean, decent fun. LOL. Anyway, we can't judge a person on how late he/she goes home right? It's the character that counts. If a person is truly a bad influence, he/she can cause trouble at ANY TIME OF THE DAY. I'm really annoyed by this. The adults will be saying things like "Pedos always loiter around at night. " and "You'll cause trouble at night. " Though it's better to be safe than sorry, I think they have too wild imaginations. This is Singapore! And if one doesn't wear too revealing and slutty, they won't get unnecessary attention.
Well, I do understand that our parents nag so much because they love us, but they should loosen the reigns, but hang on tightly.
Sometimes, I wonder if my parents care at all, 'cause my mum returns home later than me occasionally. But nothing bad can happen to me when I'm with my church friends, as least that's what I think my parents think. Yeah, I guess I'm really one lucky teenager. (: And this leads me to my second point. Are all teenagers "bad influence"? Apparently, the adults think so. Just because we hang out at night and have fun, does that mean that we're a bad influence. Not that I'm biased but I think it's not really fair to say that in general. The adults have been teenagers once and they would have had fun at that point of time too. It's the time of our lives to be free before actually facing the cruel society of ours. Indeed, I would say, there ARE some who goes drinking and smoking all night, and getting themselves into trouble. But hey, you can't judge us based on them right? Teen life is just one stage before adulthood. You do know that we're not that mature and ready to face problems of our society. Even so, just because we have fun outside, does not mean that we're bad influence.
I think if I have this topic for my speech, I'll score really high marks. hahaha, just saying!
Secondly, I think this only matters to Enchancers. (:
I'M GOING FOR GREYSON CHANCE'S CONCERT!
Ain't he cute? :D I'm really superduper extremely excited for Wednesday! I'm gonna hear my dear boyfriend sing live in Singapore! Yup, I'm kinda crazy over Greyson Chance. Pardon me for that. (: Thank you Vanessa for finally agreeing to go with me! Wait for my updates about his concert soon!
Lastly,
I GOT TICKETS FOR JAYESSLEE'S CONCERT TOO!
The tickets are sold out within a day for the first show but LiYing, Benecia and I got tickets for the second one. BE JEALOUS. :D I'm so happy! It's gonna get exciting! Last year, they came to my church to sing so basically, I've seen them perform before, and I'm seeing them again! They're really 2 pretty and talented twins blessed by God's grace. Some say they're voices are full of the anointing of God, and it's indeed true!
