Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
rachelsongg♥
15 this year, 1001.
aka prettysong, fabsong, gorgeoussong etc.
aka that girl with a striking lime green bag and hot pink shoes.
Don't ever step on them I'm telling you.
a City Harvester and a St Nicks student.
I sprint and dance! (ain't I cool)
I have a really sweet tooth!
I can't bake.
BFFLs with Greyson Chance and marrying Alfie Deyes!♥
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away
I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
Whaddup guys! I figured out I should blog with my phone more often. Anyway, I'm back and still alive! (: It's the holidays? If you consider going back to school for intensive trainings and having a theory exam after that, nope it's not the holidays at all. It's time to test my mental strength and resilience. 9 intensive trainings (morning and afternoon) and a camp for the price of being in school team, look I didn't die! (:
Through these trainings, I bonded with the sprinters so much. We trained together, got dirty together, got scolded together, I love them so much! ❤ Honestly, the trainings weren't as intensive as I thought it would be, usually we only ran once for the 2 trainings of the day. Ms Lim is always as scary as ever, and indeed she lived up her words of not tolerating bad attitudes despite good results. Oh wells, we can't do anything about it anyway. We always got released about an hour before training officially ends, so my fellow sprinters and I went for dinner at Saybons! Their crepes were really good, though a little overpriced! :P
There's no time for sleep after intensive training camp, it's the major exam the next day (yesterday). I can't afford to fail my Grade 8 and waste the money and be a loser. Before the exam, I met up with Anthony for lunch and I'm glad I did 'cause he really clarified my doubts right before we sat for the paper! The exam venue was really secluded, and the most of the candidates in the room were from my piano class. It's quite funny how everyone was laughing and joking with each other before the major paper! It was 3 whole mind-torturing hours, and half of the time I was stoning 'cause I was stuck. There's 11 marks worth of foreign terms, but NO ornaments came out. God bless me please let me pass. ): But I'm glad everything's over, as we walked out of the room like old buddies who just reunited. (: Piano lessons would be boring if not for them!
Despite the breaks we got in between trainings, I took up half of the time napping so I barely started my homework. Yes I'm not joking. But there's one more day before school resumes, so why not just enjoy that one day of freedom? On Sunday, I watched Warm Bodies with my fellow 'band members'. (: When we entered the cinemas, it was showing a trailer of a ghost movie. Me and Teresa were literally hiding and screaming and stuff, it lasted for so long I felt like crying. ): Scary shows for me are a no-no. Warm Bodies was a replica of Romeo and Juliet! (I just realised) R and Julie = Romeo and Juliet, Marcus = Mercutio, and Perry = Paris. It all makes sense now! Nicholas Hoult has beautiful eyes by the way. ♥ After that, Teresa went on a search for a new terrapin. Her obsession with terrapins is seriously getting out of hand! She wanted to buy this cute terrapin at Pet Lovers Center but she wasn't old enough to buy a pet, so she called her aunt to come down. Me and Audrey waited for 20min for her terrapin! (Audrey hates pets hahaha) But terrapins are cute and puny. :3
So that basically sums up my 'holidays', hope you guys spent your week well before school starts! Don't worry about undone homework too much, if it makes you feel better I only did math. (: Gotta wake up early to do my work, so nights guys! (everyone should probably be sleeping already lol)
YOLO(:
Yes, my attract-attention shoes. :D
Jiawei and Peihua's Matrimony; 160313
The pretty,
and the manly.
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N507(:
I see them everyday. (:
on the verge of laughing!
& this is my artistic picture!
I sat on the track to take it hahaha
My first book of my life!
(primary school is not counted)
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Warm Bodies! ♥
Ending off with these two amazing people that I ship together,
It's SPH Relay last Sunday, one of the best competitions I've ever been to. It was raining before that so it got delayed for 1.5 hours. O: I thought I wasn't running 'cause all the better runners are all here, so I was being really happy and all. Unexpected things do happen sometimes. Thea had a really bad stomachache so Ms Natasha didn't let her run, and she put me and Chloe in at the last minute. It was so sudden. I felt bad for taking Jolie's place. ): I was the third runner for 4x4. I know I didn't do my best, I could feel myself slowing down at the last 100m. Man, I could have caught up with that IJTP girl, she was so close to me. >.< Anyway, we finished 4th by default (IJTP obstructed us), and we all exceeded our PBs! So yeah, it was quite an achievement. (: We aimed to improve for another 3 seconds each!
Our race was suppose to be at 3.45, but we only ran at 6. We stayed to watch the other races, including the finals for B/C div 4x1! B div got third YAY! :D We also saw the 4x4 B div Boys race, where the last runner of Catholic High threw the baton at the last part and got disqualified. They were freaking first okay. ):
Anyway, we met our graduated seniors there too! It was like an SNTF reunion. Loved that day. (: GOOD JOB TO MY FELLOW RUNNERS - CHLOE, BERNADETTE AND GWYNETH!
Hey guys, sorry for neglecting this page again. I'm sorry in advance if reading this makes you feel a little depressed and reflective, I just felt like sharing my emotions and typing it all out here. It's almost 12 midnight now, a good time for reflections.
Yup, these weeks after the exams have been quite tough for me. I've never really felt this way before. Flunking chemistry and physics (and maybe geography too) and all the school problems just coincidentally clashes together. It's hard for me to keep a smile for others despite all these. You know, maybe my expectations were too high. I wished 2013 would be a carefree year, but a term has not even passed and I'm facing with so much problems in my life. Stress regarding my suckish results among all the smart people in my class, bad stuff happening to my friends, I just can't handle them all together. It's not just emotionally draining, but physically draining too. After I run, my stomach just cant stop churning due to some unknown reasons. I don't even know if I can make it into school team.
I think my bipolar mood is getting out of hand. Sometimes, I just felt like I've let everyone down. Just that feeling without a proper reason behind it. I don't even know why I'm behaving like that. Even though you clearly know that the person is not angry at you, you just somehow think they are. Everything makes me so frustrated and urghhhhh. As much as I want those problems to be solved, I seem to be running away from them every single time. But running away is not the solution to it.
However, these are the times where you see all your true friends appearing and caring for you. Without a doubt, I can say that it's almost those times where I realised how much care and love I have from other people. I don't know if people could see the sadness in my eyes (I hope it's not too obvious) but just those simple questions like "Are you okay?" is enough to take my mind off those depressing stuff. I'm really thankful for all of you guys that made me feel important and stronger. It is often what we think that predicts how we see the situation as. Shit happens, but it is how we view it that matters. It could be a new opportunity or the worst disaster, depending on how we think of it to be like.
Well, I guess being strong is the only choice for me. People might try to bring me down, but I ain't got time to deal with that. It is usually the strong one that wins the battle. I'll just have to lift my head up and cast out all those sad thoughts. Anyway, I didn't do anything wrong so I shouldn't be feeling guilty about anything. There's nothing to fear when your conscious is clear. (lol sounds like I'm being arrested or something) I believe that with a little more perseverance, everything would be over. Just gonna be fearless and face every problem with pride.
That's all I wanna say right now. I realised I'm not very good at blogging about stuff like these 'cause I would take up so much time on it. Oh wells, please be a good week for me and my dearies. Despite all these, I just wanna thank God for everything that He has blessed me with. Praise the Lord. (:
awesome fellowship with the two awesome cell groups on Saturday!
