Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
rachelsongg♥
15 this year, 1001.
aka prettysong, fabsong, gorgeoussong etc.
aka that girl with a striking lime green bag and hot pink shoes.
Don't ever step on them I'm telling you.
a City Harvester and a St Nicks student.
I sprint and dance! (ain't I cool)
I have a really sweet tooth!
I can't bake.
BFFLs with Greyson Chance and marrying Alfie Deyes!♥
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away
I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
Whaddup guys! I figured out I should blog with my phone more often. Anyway, I'm back and still alive! (: It's the holidays? If you consider going back to school for intensive trainings and having a theory exam after that, nope it's not the holidays at all. It's time to test my mental strength and resilience. 9 intensive trainings (morning and afternoon) and a camp for the price of being in school team, look I didn't die! (:
Through these trainings, I bonded with the sprinters so much. We trained together, got dirty together, got scolded together, I love them so much! ❤ Honestly, the trainings weren't as intensive as I thought it would be, usually we only ran once for the 2 trainings of the day. Ms Lim is always as scary as ever, and indeed she lived up her words of not tolerating bad attitudes despite good results. Oh wells, we can't do anything about it anyway. We always got released about an hour before training officially ends, so my fellow sprinters and I went for dinner at Saybons! Their crepes were really good, though a little overpriced! :P
There's no time for sleep after intensive training camp, it's the major exam the next day (yesterday). I can't afford to fail my Grade 8 and waste the money and be a loser. Before the exam, I met up with Anthony for lunch and I'm glad I did 'cause he really clarified my doubts right before we sat for the paper! The exam venue was really secluded, and the most of the candidates in the room were from my piano class. It's quite funny how everyone was laughing and joking with each other before the major paper! It was 3 whole mind-torturing hours, and half of the time I was stoning 'cause I was stuck. There's 11 marks worth of foreign terms, but NO ornaments came out. God bless me please let me pass. ): But I'm glad everything's over, as we walked out of the room like old buddies who just reunited. (: Piano lessons would be boring if not for them!
Despite the breaks we got in between trainings, I took up half of the time napping so I barely started my homework. Yes I'm not joking. But there's one more day before school resumes, so why not just enjoy that one day of freedom? On Sunday, I watched Warm Bodies with my fellow 'band members'. (: When we entered the cinemas, it was showing a trailer of a ghost movie. Me and Teresa were literally hiding and screaming and stuff, it lasted for so long I felt like crying. ): Scary shows for me are a no-no. Warm Bodies was a replica of Romeo and Juliet! (I just realised) R and Julie = Romeo and Juliet, Marcus = Mercutio, and Perry = Paris. It all makes sense now! Nicholas Hoult has beautiful eyes by the way. ♥ After that, Teresa went on a search for a new terrapin. Her obsession with terrapins is seriously getting out of hand! She wanted to buy this cute terrapin at Pet Lovers Center but she wasn't old enough to buy a pet, so she called her aunt to come down. Me and Audrey waited for 20min for her terrapin! (Audrey hates pets hahaha) But terrapins are cute and puny. :3
So that basically sums up my 'holidays', hope you guys spent your week well before school starts! Don't worry about undone homework too much, if it makes you feel better I only did math. (: Gotta wake up early to do my work, so nights guys! (everyone should probably be sleeping already lol)
YOLO(:
Yes, my attract-attention shoes. :D
Jiawei and Peihua's Matrimony; 160313
The pretty,
and the manly.
♥
N507(:
I see them everyday. (:
on the verge of laughing!
& this is my artistic picture!
I sat on the track to take it hahaha
My first book of my life!
(primary school is not counted)
RECOMMENDED♥
Warm Bodies! ♥
Ending off with these two amazing people that I ship together,
It's SPH Relay last Sunday, one of the best competitions I've ever been to. It was raining before that so it got delayed for 1.5 hours. O: I thought I wasn't running 'cause all the better runners are all here, so I was being really happy and all. Unexpected things do happen sometimes. Thea had a really bad stomachache so Ms Natasha didn't let her run, and she put me and Chloe in at the last minute. It was so sudden. I felt bad for taking Jolie's place. ): I was the third runner for 4x4. I know I didn't do my best, I could feel myself slowing down at the last 100m. Man, I could have caught up with that IJTP girl, she was so close to me. >.< Anyway, we finished 4th by default (IJTP obstructed us), and we all exceeded our PBs! So yeah, it was quite an achievement. (: We aimed to improve for another 3 seconds each!
Our race was suppose to be at 3.45, but we only ran at 6. We stayed to watch the other races, including the finals for B/C div 4x1! B div got third YAY! :D We also saw the 4x4 B div Boys race, where the last runner of Catholic High threw the baton at the last part and got disqualified. They were freaking first okay. ):
Anyway, we met our graduated seniors there too! It was like an SNTF reunion. Loved that day. (: GOOD JOB TO MY FELLOW RUNNERS - CHLOE, BERNADETTE AND GWYNETH!
Hey guys, sorry for neglecting this page again. I'm sorry in advance if reading this makes you feel a little depressed and reflective, I just felt like sharing my emotions and typing it all out here. It's almost 12 midnight now, a good time for reflections.
Yup, these weeks after the exams have been quite tough for me. I've never really felt this way before. Flunking chemistry and physics (and maybe geography too) and all the school problems just coincidentally clashes together. It's hard for me to keep a smile for others despite all these. You know, maybe my expectations were too high. I wished 2013 would be a carefree year, but a term has not even passed and I'm facing with so much problems in my life. Stress regarding my suckish results among all the smart people in my class, bad stuff happening to my friends, I just can't handle them all together. It's not just emotionally draining, but physically draining too. After I run, my stomach just cant stop churning due to some unknown reasons. I don't even know if I can make it into school team.
I think my bipolar mood is getting out of hand. Sometimes, I just felt like I've let everyone down. Just that feeling without a proper reason behind it. I don't even know why I'm behaving like that. Even though you clearly know that the person is not angry at you, you just somehow think they are. Everything makes me so frustrated and urghhhhh. As much as I want those problems to be solved, I seem to be running away from them every single time. But running away is not the solution to it.
However, these are the times where you see all your true friends appearing and caring for you. Without a doubt, I can say that it's almost those times where I realised how much care and love I have from other people. I don't know if people could see the sadness in my eyes (I hope it's not too obvious) but just those simple questions like "Are you okay?" is enough to take my mind off those depressing stuff. I'm really thankful for all of you guys that made me feel important and stronger. It is often what we think that predicts how we see the situation as. Shit happens, but it is how we view it that matters. It could be a new opportunity or the worst disaster, depending on how we think of it to be like.
Well, I guess being strong is the only choice for me. People might try to bring me down, but I ain't got time to deal with that. It is usually the strong one that wins the battle. I'll just have to lift my head up and cast out all those sad thoughts. Anyway, I didn't do anything wrong so I shouldn't be feeling guilty about anything. There's nothing to fear when your conscious is clear. (lol sounds like I'm being arrested or something) I believe that with a little more perseverance, everything would be over. Just gonna be fearless and face every problem with pride.
That's all I wanna say right now. I realised I'm not very good at blogging about stuff like these 'cause I would take up so much time on it. Oh wells, please be a good week for me and my dearies. Despite all these, I just wanna thank God for everything that He has blessed me with. Praise the Lord. (:
awesome fellowship with the two awesome cell groups on Saturday!
I guess it's time for me to revive my dead blog once again! 2013 has been a crazy year so far, with lots of homework, stress, and obviously no time no spare at all. I've met new friends in my class and I have to say, it was a whole new experience, or rather torture, having classes until 2.45pm everyday and 3.15pm on Mondays. I'm still not used to taking all 9 subjects and being super hardworking. Unfortunately, I didn't manage to kick off my habit of sleeping in class, but at least I don't sleep for the whole day now! It's an improvement. (: Many things happened between these two months when I was away from blogging, some good some bad but this is just life. Shit happens sometimes.
I think these 2 weeks of my school life has got to be the most dramatic one yet. My exams had just ended 2 days ago but I'm not putting too high expectations for myself as I didn't even have enough time to study. Yet, during the exam period, I don't feel the 'exam stress'. This is weird. O: I was so disappointed in myself for the last day of exams - geography and chemistry. I didn't really memorise the back part of geography in detail, my brain cells were literally rotting away. I think almost everyone has underestimated chemistry. I took quite little time to revise for it but my mind was blank when I attempted the paper. Chemistry really sucks. I was taking my time to do the questions so I had 5 min left for checking. Well, I thought I finished. After the teacher told us to stop, I casually flipped open my exam paper and I did not just see a page full of questions that I didn't even know. It's freaking 10 marks and I lost it just like that omg. SO WASTED URGH. It made feel better knowing that quite a number of people also didn't know about the last page of the paper. Good luck to the chemistry teachers marking them. (:
And in these 2 weeks, lots of stuff happened in school. It really makes me boil when I recall of such despicable actions of people that made life difficult. Don't worry, I'm not gonna explain the whole situation here. I mean, it's just so unfair and unreasonable. Authority only corrupts people. It brings unnecessary trouble and consequences. I felt like I'm reporting to a large jail everyday, we get stuck here for the whole day, then we leave for home at night. Where is the love? Maybe it never really existed. You know that feeling when your friend is so helpless but there's nothing you can do to help as you're in no position to talk about it at all? That feeling sucks so much. The school only cares about how many time we've broken the rules, the class only cares about being perfect in everything. I'm sorry if I got an F9 in the future, 'cause 9 A1s would be needed to 'cancel' off the F9 so as not to affect my class average. -.-
Enough of ranting about it 'cause things are not going to improve anyway. On a brighter note, it's Carol's birthday today! I think I have the longest friendship with her (from P1 'till now). She's still the retarded Carol I met last time. Happy birthday Carol!♥ It's the only day of the year where self-praises are acceptable. 8) Fay, Qiyan, Jiaqi, Shu Lynn and I prepared a box of love for her! Unfortunately for the helium balloon, Shu Lynn accidentally burst it hahaha!
Her smashed cake that wrote "You're ugly, kill ourself."
We used chopsticks and a spoon to cut the cake. :D
And here is poor Carol being smashed on the face with a squashed banana!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE YOU LOOK EXTREMELY GLAM HERE. ♥
Just a few more minutes to the start of March right now.
The big day is here! I'm finally meeting up with those 3 idiots of my life, hehehe. (: It's been so long, how I miss them so much. After training has officially ended, besides church, I haven't really been meeting people a lot. But from today onwards, I'll be seeing the world again! hahaha (: Leelee came back from America with loads of cool stuff for us! YAYYY. :D
We went to visit Benny first! She's just an awkward turtle and nobody could take that element away from her. When we gave her Christmas presents, she felt so guilty as she only gave us chocolates. LOL! That's one more tin of mini chocolates for me. We stayed for a while at her house and went to nex for lunch. I resisted the temptation and rejected Starbucks. I feel proud. *bling bling* :D
Next, off to our mission! The plan was to surprise Audrey by appearing at making her come out of her house and surprising her at the lobby with our big printed faces of Jack & Finn and Joseph Schooling. Later did we know, it was an epic failure. :P I've been telling Audrey to stay at home so she kind of expected something that day. We told her to get a 'letter' from her mailbox downstairs and we expected her to come out of her house. So we waited and waited and waited, BUT SHE NEVER CAME OUT. Leelee was a good liar so she called Audrey and told her that she's lost on the way to Benny's house. I think Audrey kinda believed her and finally went out. We wanted to surprise her but we never knew that we could actually be seen as the wall was translucent. IT TOTALLY FAILED HAHAHA. I don't think it's even funny when you read this, I'm sorry I didn't know how to make it seem as funny as the real situation. :P
I don't know what's gotten into Audrey, but she was so awkward! It's like we're her distant relatives visiting her for the first time, leaving her so dumbfounded. Leelee was the only not awkward one and made herself at home. Audrey and Leelee made nutella drinks with whipped cream + marshmallows + ice cream + milo powder, it's heaven in a mug with a thousand calories. (:
All of us had someone to spaz about while Benny's going crazy over how cool my earpieces are. hahaha! We end up watching ridiculous and random videos recommended by Leelee and that's about it. It was nothing extravagant but their presence makes me feel so loved. No matter where life brings us to, I hope we would stay together and never separate! ♥
Apparently, my family doesn't celebrate Christmas 'cause they are not Christians and they don't see a need to. ): Christmas for me has always been like that, no Christmas turkey or giving presents, just going to Orchard Road and taking pictures with the decorations. By the way, this years' decorations at Orchard looks more like Chinese New Year than Christmas to me, it's so red! Christmas is suppose to be a festive day with the birth of Jesus, but if there's no events going on, I'll just be rotting at home. Of course, it's the season of giving so I bought necklaces and made bracelets for my darlings! They will only receive it next year when school starts, or maybe earlier if I decide to mail them. (:
Yesterday's service was amazing! I attended both services as I had to serve for the first one and join my fellow cell group for the second one. Sadly, none of the people I invited could come. You've missed such an awesome drama! It is set in a hotel, with a family and a hilarious hotel cleaner with that Filipino accent! For the first service, somehow I just don't feel right. I was a bit giddy and had a bad stomach ache, maybe it's gastric. Thank God for the strength to endure it for 2 services!
Christmas nails! I've tried my best without any nail tools. (:
That was on 22 December. On the actual day of Christmas, I went out with my family and I got myself a planner for 2013! And also some Christmas presents from Typo and earrings!
That's about it. It's ironic how I have events only after Christmas, and it's really packed, 5 days in a row! So I might not have time to blog, bear with me for a while yeah! Christmas is a joyful season, let it be the best one yet. Put aside your diet and just eat, eat and eat! And worry about your health later on. (:
Hello, I'm back again! Nope, I'm not gonna blog about my shopping experience again. Somehow, I got tired of it, and obviously I'm kinda broke right now. But I rather spend my money on other stuff than clothes again! So, Audrey and I decided to go for ice-skating! It's my first time doing that, I don't know what to expect. When we reached Kallang at noon, I almost backed out 'cause my fear kinda overtook me but Audrey insisted to go in. (: Thank God she insisted, or else it would be a boring day out! I thought it would be more difficult than rollerblading but it turns out fine! We were obviously the slow ones there and not moving as much as those professionals, but we had real fun! It was a different experience. Some guys were being so violent and pushing each other down. eventually one got cut and left blood on the ice rink. ewwwwwwwww. We never dared to go close to that part hahaha. I fell 2 times and it was bloody cold. We had loads of fun together! (:
another side of glam me. ;)
whoops she's falling! but she didn't. -.-
Audrey has failed terribly.
After ice-skating for 2 hours, time to get ourselves hot chocolate! Nahh just joking, I had donuts. (: It was only 2 so I suggested to watch Hotel Transylvania later on! It wasn't the best cartoon movie I've watched, but definitely something you must watch! I went high in the theater whenever the dracula says something stupid. hahaha.
To make time pass faster, we decided to play with split cam and morphed our faces together. IT WAS A TOTAL JOKE HAHAHA! I can't stop laughing, looking at how ridiculous we are.
half Rachel half Audrey
Audrey's small eyes and my mouth. She was smiling at first but I changed it to a sad face. :D
My pretty bangs and eyes and Audrey's thick lips! Can you imagine if someone actually looks like that HAHAHA THAT WOULD BE EPIC.
